Things are constantly changing...
sometimes they are things we are glad to be out of and sometimes they are things that we are enjoying too much, but with life the good will begin and end as well as the bad.
Right now I feel like I'm in a downward spiral, but I continue looking up, reaching up, and hoping soon I will be out of it, we will be out of it. I have to continue to be positive and have faith as we try and get through this dark period in our lives.
My sister is sitting in Cleveland Clinic awaiting test results on the tumor in her brain. It was very sudden, her symptoms were characteristic of vitamin D deficiency and vertigo. Since falling off her bike a few months back she had a limp and we all thought it was because of that fall not this tumor slowly growing in her brain.
I wake up in the middle of the night, remembering again that it is not a dream, this is really happening and I'm trying to push past the fear and remain faithful that she will be taken care of.